3:42 AM
Listening to Marilyn Manson can be funny at times. After some shit amount o concentrated caffene I feel lik a scared rat. Hands trembling, mindfked, sleep blown, scared to white and imagining all kinda shit. There's something bout caffene that really makes me go wack. It gives me a weird high. Feels like the body is dead n hollow from within but the brain is working 99 times faster. My heartbeat was never this fast. N on top of that switchin goth tracks o Manson with grunge of Nirvana gives a ''soothing'' effect. Its total cloud 9. Probably the most fearless feeling. I swear i'd fight a monster now.
Its lik all ur past knockin on ur face, tellin u whteva u r doin is wrong, wht u hav done in past is wrong n fuck wht u r gonna do is also gonna be so wrong. Hahahahahaha. Life is laughing at ur face n u just smile back.
Sometimes I feel ''kurt cobain'' died a very inspiring death. It was the most unthinkable deaths I had ever com accross. I mean seriously dude who blows a fkin shotgun up his face. The thought o it makes me wanna worship him ( too bad my god now is ''Manson''). Fkin legent that bastard is. After readin his article on wiki I thought all the deaths I had imagined of myself were so thrifty. Damn, he thought big, bigger than my pea size brain cud ever think.
Its so amazing how the dark side attracts you so much, how a person brings a change in you, your taste, language, thinking, actions.......fuckin everything.
Anyway we're drifting from topic. Its caffene biatch. Yes I feel lik heaven with caffene. I can walk for hours n hours. No food, no water, no company......just fkin solitude. Its so fkin energy supplying shit. Man its fkin crazy. I dunno how high does weed / smoke get u (i'm a pussy to try it) but caffene is a swear fkin leech. It sucks my sad memories n floods with weird yet pleasing thoughts. I like this!
Finally something I like.
Gawd this is fk awesome!
Listening to Marilyn Manson can be funny at times. After some shit amount o concentrated caffene I feel lik a scared rat. Hands trembling, mindfked, sleep blown, scared to white and imagining all kinda shit. There's something bout caffene that really makes me go wack. It gives me a weird high. Feels like the body is dead n hollow from within but the brain is working 99 times faster. My heartbeat was never this fast. N on top of that switchin goth tracks o Manson with grunge of Nirvana gives a ''soothing'' effect. Its total cloud 9. Probably the most fearless feeling. I swear i'd fight a monster now.
Its lik all ur past knockin on ur face, tellin u whteva u r doin is wrong, wht u hav done in past is wrong n fuck wht u r gonna do is also gonna be so wrong. Hahahahahaha. Life is laughing at ur face n u just smile back.
Sometimes I feel ''kurt cobain'' died a very inspiring death. It was the most unthinkable deaths I had ever com accross. I mean seriously dude who blows a fkin shotgun up his face. The thought o it makes me wanna worship him ( too bad my god now is ''Manson''). Fkin legent that bastard is. After readin his article on wiki I thought all the deaths I had imagined of myself were so thrifty. Damn, he thought big, bigger than my pea size brain cud ever think.
Its so amazing how the dark side attracts you so much, how a person brings a change in you, your taste, language, thinking, actions.......fuckin everything.
Anyway we're drifting from topic. Its caffene biatch. Yes I feel lik heaven with caffene. I can walk for hours n hours. No food, no water, no company......just fkin solitude. Its so fkin energy supplying shit. Man its fkin crazy. I dunno how high does weed / smoke get u (i'm a pussy to try it) but caffene is a swear fkin leech. It sucks my sad memories n floods with weird yet pleasing thoughts. I like this!
Finally something I like.
Gawd this is fk awesome!
